R
is for Regrets
Try not to have too many of these. Some of them are small
and some are large. The large regrets seem to stay with you for a long, long
time.
Example of small
regret:
Do I wish Random House published my book instead of my
independent publishing company? Sure, but I’ll survive and if you have been
published by them, congratulations. I suppose a fabulous query or an incredible twist of fate could have helped me pursue that option BUT since I'm not a celebrity, politician or a teen idol, it didn't seem like a logical dream. (Yes, I agree that dreams have no foundation in logic but anyway....)
Big Regret:
We’re whisking down the freeway, autobahn or whatever it’s
called in Italy, when we see a sign that says something like “Venice, next
exit,” and believe it or not, we keep driving!!!
Incredible huh? There I was within a hundred miles of the
canals, the gondolas with singing sailors, Murano
glass, St. Mark’s, wet
cobblestone streets drenched in history and culture but we didn't turn off to
see it!!!
(How many exclamation points am I allowed to use here?)
“WAIT,” I yelled, “ shouldn't we go there?”
“No,” he replied, gently patting the top of my hand. “Don’t
forget about your allergies, hon.”
Allergies? Here I am in Europe and he decides to be all
concerned about my freakin’ allergies!!!!
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If you happen to be in Italy and see "Venice, next exit," you might want to follow that sign. |
That was eighteen years ago. Do you think I’ll get over it
and I don’t mean the allergies? *Sneezes and grabs tissue.*